27JUN09

Well, my vacation is winding to an end. My jaw is still a bit tender from having my teeth pulled.
It was a lazy day today, as all I did was go to DQ and have a hot fudge sundae and a hamburger. I slept the day away which is fine as it was 107 degrees outside. Better than last year while it was 120 the entire month of June.

So, Adam.... Adam, Adam, Adam. What can I say? I feel truely, and deeply heart, mind, body, and soul that we belong together. I feel God brought him into my life and I feel as God is sorta knudging me on telling me to go ahead and trust in Him as I always do and make that next step in my life. No, I have not met Adam in person but I truely feel he is my everything. I know I always look at stright couples and see them so loving and affectionet. I believe Adam is going to give me that kind of love I have asked God ever since I was a little boy.

Adam is still living with his sister in NC, and he needs to get a little money together and get his DL and a couple of other things inline. I so cannot wait for him, I love him.

The roommate, well Ron his exboss. He called me at work and divulged all of Stans doings to me with the under age guy named Jake and his current "friend" Martin. I believe it when Ron told me that Stan told him that it was over between us and im just taking up space and Stan just wants to go out and have fun now. That was heart breaking when you hear that kind of news, but I already knew everything that Ron told me. So, Stan and I have just been living basically as roommates for quite sometime now, and I believe it is time for the both of us to move along.

Last, I just cannot get Adam off of my mind! I cannot wait for his tender and loving touch to be upon me.

Tah for now!

ADAM

Well, we totally got in a huge blow out of little stupid shit like my principal. I guess if you do not stand up for yourself, you will get ran over. I just hate fighting with friends it sux, but that is the way life is.

I finally got my wisdom teeth out and everything is healing nicely.. I just need to cool it on the percocet now. It was nice having the week off of work.

I just have so much on my mind with adam and my current situation as to what I am going to do. I know God is watching me and things will be the way they are supposed to be.

Tah!

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